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Bollocks, balls, nuts, nads, ovos, huevos, &c., &c.

Not sure where to start. A lot has happened recently, and I've been pretty busy with all this blacking out every night that I've been doing, so I don't remember

This is not an introduction. Just words on a page.

I don't want to care anymore. I don't want to make you like me. I don't want you to dislike me. I just don't want to spend anymore energy being worried. Being afraid.

Not poetry...

I see light, I see darknees, I am i, I know, I am aware, I experience, No shape, no color, no words, and silence is loud. 🙏

I Won't Change (The World) Today

I have been on this earth before I thought I came here for a reason But I turned my back on myself Trust in the negative Internal treason I am only human But just

Fallen Angels Guardian Halos

The black earth Fallen angel lore You know their names There's 13 more Forget them The voices butting in Convincing you to sin Could be your own Or carried by them

Ranting With Fervor

Closing my eyes I see them Gazing into my soul Wishing they had one Creatures of fiction Or perhaps another dimension Drinking with the spirits Connects you with

Matrix Code

Circumstance and mind states can shift so rapidly Life can exhilarate or suck your soul vapidly Embrace what you have Shift your perspective You're not obligated

All the Mourning

I don't see humanity taking the right path I see why people think aliens are time travelers Because it is evident mankind will need to do so Simply to survive Simply

Forgotten Reverie Early AM

Everything is not so bad It's time to take a step back Pockets of chaos Are bound to erupt But they don't understand This does not disrupt It's tackling the problem

Signing Off

If I'm going to survive If I'm going to grow I must make an honest effort To detach from this false construct To spill my guts again and again to no avail My data

Dream Journal Aflame

Is this a dream journal? Or is it an inferno? It's not worth a movie script Penned in blood To live in lost worlds A mental flood To awake sometimes is a relief

I Passed Through

A new day A new dawn Place the plan in motion It will not be long Too many years Too many fears Time wasted insecure It’s time to fly and say goodbye The undeniable

Not Poetry...

Tisk tisk tisk. Who tells you? Two to too 2 tu, ahhhh. Simple suspension. Trys frys and ryes. Whats that mean? Truth is greatness.

Not poetry...

To say trails stand ablaze. To look & see mice in a maze, in a cage. Rythems part, maybe waves? The sea and sun, sometimes sand. Never grandiose and sometimes

Dealer of Death

Attempting to change So drastically The same attempts I've made before But I just need to take it one vice at a time One day at a time I'm in it for the long haul

Too Old To Feel This Disaffected

They made me just as A.D.D. as you For years I was never that way It doesn’t matter now The war has been lost The war was metaphysical For no one wins in physical

@mariannewest . Seed saving. Free write.

Five minute free write. I had to google this one. Seed saving. Essentially it is about keeping seeds from a plant / harvest and drying or preserving them to grow

Delayed

Do I want to create a product or a vision? To spit sloppily or promote precision? I am What I thought I'd never be An obsession With pain and embarrassment I need

Confined

I've made the same mistake so many times You cannot pardon me I have a terrible habit of breaking down It has not hardened me There are some things I need to give

Imperfection

Bi-polar reality When things feel good they start to go bad A portal to purgatory No one to trust Isn't it sad? Slow sippin' 'Cause I really drank all of it yesterday