The most honest words are the ones not thought through

The most honest words are the ones not thought through

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I've been thinking for the past few days what to write. I realized it didn't use to be like this, when I could just put my fingers down and they moved telling tales , or when I was more aware of the shapes of clouds and how everything relate to you.

i wish to write alot but I've been overly concern about appearing maudlin, I could write a long paragraph, open letters and sentimental essays but I want to simply write _ you are my muse