Why Must You Finger Me?

Without you, though. My existence, would be not.
For to me, you are Godly.
Like you, to your God above you. I bow in awe.

All which I aspire to experience.
You grant the observation.
That place where I originate.
I'm yet to clearly ponder.
Though unsure, I maintain full focus.

For you are outside of me.
Yet creation, you did achieve, outside of you.
In the now, I am void of knowing.
Yet a great force, already seeded, maintains my focus.

That which shines as you.
Shall one day shine brightly as me also.

O' how I long,
To be, just as my creator.
To achieve: my true self conscious.