If I leave

 
If I leave, I am calm,
I tried everything somehow,
a lot I leave in that goodbye,
who would have thought, by God.
I gave you all my trust,
so that you'd be at ease, without delay.
You didn't value the effort,
that's why the verse doesn't weigh me down.
I was never your first choice,
living at your whim was the point.
You sacrificed nothing
for the one you loved,
it's been a long wait,
for a sincere reaction.
Silence is your answer,
and believe me, how much it costs.