Boundaries

Within a relationship, how do you define boundaries? Dating in modern day 2018 can be tricky and definition can be blurred. How is it defined when you can compose a story from pictures and captions? Is it a figment of your imagination when a picture tells a thousand words. I knew she was the type of chick who made her man take a million pictures before choosing an image and the perfect caption. His words not mine. Where is the dividing line? Well last week I become heavily intoxicated and literally converted into a werewolf not remembering a single thing THEN IT ALL CAME BACK TO ME. I crossed all of the lines. I snooped, I read the old emails, the messages and I even discovered that the relationship had roots all the way back to 2009. HOLY HELL!
I am not very proud of this insecure moment because that oompa loompa ain't got shit on me. But as I became more aware of the terrible things I've done... I've crossed the boundary and I broke the main rule I have for dating. I FBI searched the sheet out of his electronics. It was AMAZING. But never again because adult me is ashamed and confused because I only found his loyalty to me.