Chapter 2 - It's not depression, it's loneliness

Hi, I'm Jhon, and I'll show you the second chapter titled it's not depression, it's loneliness,it's a bit emotional because of the things that it's written, so I hope you'll love it, so let's go

Sometimes the night comes when I do, I think and think and say, well, I'll have to sleep, because I try and try and I can't sleep, one of the things I do is write and let off steam, so to speak.
I wrote this and I have them listed

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Sometimes we think that what seems good seems to be good that we try to give everything but that person only gives little
We always think that we are not enough that we are not capable and we imagine a world dreamed by our conscience where everything is under our control without any error.

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Living on thought so much thinking makes our heart feel more than pain, it may be disappointment or fear of being rejected again, but it would be a mistake not to try again, no matter how hard we sleep, no matter how hard we try to escape from our reality, there is only one option of remove the doubt from our minds in order to sleep peacefully and just say that we were right even if we cry no matter how painful the answer is.

I wrote this that on the one hand is something about how I felt those two nights, as the days went by I wrote more about how I felt, I felt loneliness, not sadness, I needed to go out for a while but when I went out I went back to the house and went into the room and I felt in the world of loneliness again falling there and not being able to sleep, I fell asleep even at 2 or 3 but I couldn't sleep when I really wanted to, it was really hard for me and I had to get used to it, something I hated a little but I had to overcome , if I can tell you that perhaps I went through one of the stages where I was getting to know myself more where perhaps I passed the stage and raised a mental level.

As the days went by, I kept writing as if I had a diary, I just wrote and vented at night so I could sleep peacefully to be well, although sometimes there were nights where it was really eternal when my eyes kept looking at the ceiling or the cell phone since I didn't I could sleep.

It's not depression, it was loneliness that I was living.

Hi, I'm Jhon and I hope you found this chapter interesting where Jhon's nights seemed eternal and he couldn't sleep no matter how hard he tried, I hope you liked it, like it and follow me to upload more content bye bye.