More preparing for surgery day

Hi, guys!

So, my surgery is next week, and it's all incredibly nerve-wracking. I really don't want to deal with all this, but of course I have to. It's cost me a ton of money and time, but I simply have no other choice, so I have to deal with this whole thing. Starting Monday of next week, I'll be briskly traveling to hospitals, running to every doctor imaginable, getting tests and examinations. And at the end of the week, the surgery itself. I haven't lost as much weight as I'd hoped by then, but considering I won't be fed at all on the day of the surgery, and I'll be on a strict diet for a while afterward, I think I'll have a chance to catch up a bit. So I'm quite hopeful. I'm not that far from my goal, just five kilos until the next checkpoint, but now the weight loss has become very difficult. Simply because there's much less of it left.

Besides, I have more tests ahead, which are even less pleasant than the surgery itself. But I'll have to go through them too, because it's still not entirely clear what exactly is happening to me. So I'll have to keep searching. It's already clear that I need to prepare for a long-term relationship with medicine. At the same time, I'm trying to keep up with my work, continuing to work on the blog and the book. It's not easy right now; I simply don't have the energy. But no big deal, I have quite a large backlog of reading and a large backlog of videos, so I still have something to publish, and the videos continue to come out regularly.

I was also invited to a presentation of a new manga on Sunday, and I'd like to go. I still hope to make it.

Have a great day, everyone!