Losing my sister has devastated me!!

Yesterday I lost a shining light in my life. My youngest sister. She passed away in her sleep with my mum finding her, it looks as though it was a heart attack.

Nat was wise beyond her 30 years and will definitely leave a massive hole in everyone’s life that she touched. She saw the world in a different light and wanted to share this message with as many people as possible.

If anything this has made me realise how important it is to tell people how much they mean to you. Nat meant the world to me, she helped me so much and now I never had the chance to tell her that. I guess I thought I’d have another 30+ years to tell her but we were the typical eldest and younger sisters, who clashed like cat and dog but always ended up being okay again in the end.

Perhaps this visit, more so than any other, we clicked. We finally saw eye to eye and I felt as though we were both on the same level and were able to talk about life. I’ll cherish that memory for every more.

So to Nat, thanks for everything you’ve taught, shown and helped me with. You’re amazing and I know you’re still kicking arse wherever you are!!