Today Is Bad, bad bad day.

Today, Sunday, June 21, is Father's Day.

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Welcome, to this section of my blogs.

As I just mentioned, today is Father’s Day, and while for some people it’s a wonderful day, for me it’s actually quite frustrating and irritating all the hassles this day brings me.

It’s been quite a while several months since the last time I was able to have a pleasant conversation with my daughters. Ever since then, I’ve been cursing the day they walked away and cursing the day I came back. There are days like this that are much more frustrating than others. Honestly, I can’t think of anything else—I just want to put an end to this damn suffering that’s tormenting me. It makes me so sad and drives me so crazy. But as always, we must use kind words and maintain a positive attitudes so that, supposedly, things will go better for us in life. So I pretend all that frustration doesn’t exist; I smile and carry on.

• But unfortunately, all that anger is still there, just waiting to burst out.

Exactly five days have passed since the last time we spoke, and since then they haven’t replied to a single text message or even answered a single call—and I’ve sent well over 2,000 messages to your phone number. If I ever get tired of this life, it will be the day I get tired of looking for you, because if there’s one thing that keeps me in this world, it’s the love I have for my daughters.