Still alive, just changing some things...

To all my lovely friends and followers, my apologies. To stop the rest of you from messaging me privately with worrying where I am, I am still here. Sort of here, anyway. Some major life changes happened and my life got twisted upside down and inside out. I know that a lot of you reached out privately and still have not heard back from me, you will. I have a lot of things to catch up with and I am not ignoring you, just having almost no free time at the moment. You are in my thoughts.

Last seven days were hectic, turbulent, chaotic... I will not lie, there were some hard moments, probably the hardest in my life but to be completely honest, I am feeling a little like Phoenix rising from the ashes. Sometimes you need to burn it all down and start fresh. Sometimes only the radical change can bring about a fresh potential and a clean slate to start living again. I am still gluing the broken pieces of myself and picking and choosing which ones to keep and which ones to replace. Creating, building, re-innovating my life from scratch has not been easy, but it was needed and I have no doubt that decisions made were the best possible no matter how hard. Tears will dry, wounds will heal, and pain can be a creative stimulant. Now is the time to grow.