Addiction, Work, And I

I'm an addict. I'm addicted. I can't escape the news, anime, beauty, excitement and pleasure, my lust to express myself and be loved... They say that the first step to overcoming addiction is admitting the addiction. While I may be able to cut down on the first two, I'm irredeemable with the rest—they are unconquerable. I'm not sure I would even be myself without them. I can add another addiction or habit if you prefer that I need. Work, arbeit macht frei. I have to believe this. At least, strategic work may set me free. I'm always sacrificing my present desire for a better future... and I still need to be more spartan in this conviction. If I don't, I will end up wasting my time late at night in a state of semi-consciousness, dreading the next day—A day that will certainly be harder. I must do my best to carpe diem, in my own small way. So that in one distant eon, I may take my place as the Majestic Goddess of Transcendence. Love Voxxe~