Subjective conclusions

Sometimes being an adult you regret that life should have been lived more intensely and you didn t have the necessary courage in your youth to live the moment.Time passes,you receive blowsfrom life, but you take them as life lessons and add them as experiences. This is how you become wise by accepting with your head held hight without sadness bragging that you are strong...In reality your heart is torn into thousands of pieces and... the world doensn t stop waiting for you to fix it..
you go throught everything alone ,eespecially when you start to lose loved ones who supported you.
No one turns their head, no one reaches out to you their hand .. it matteers which way you walk from now on patiently and without expectations you have toat least trust yourself because it is known that trust build in years can be destroyed in a second.
You remember how a sincere word of encouragrment lifts you to heaven. How you wanted to show that you deserve rescpect,love or trust.You worked and worked, loved yout childrenand your family with passionbut maybe you didn t show everything becauseyou didn t have time or didn t realize that you should at the time. As the years passed, you remaind alone in the whole house. Children have theirway and their family . You close and open the door of the house and no one say wellcome, or what are you doing, how are you today...
Of couse the video still talks but you don t feel a hug or o little kiss... anyway , this is
someting but nothing Distance and loneliness sufocate everithing even though it is not recongnized.
After all, if you know that yours are also ok and healthy , even though they are not close you .. you are happy!