Man in a box !

Some might have noticed my silence . My absence from regular posting in art or writing . Well , i noticed it to , so may i let my silence speak . Or simply explain the state i am in .

Health ? mucus filled lung's , fighting flu like tiredness sleeping 16 out of 24 hours . Let's skip that , working on it , thank Innana for summer (, not for stealing the plant ;-) . ) . Nope this shit goes deeper , i have entered the dark void . It could be that a lonely live and a broken heart drove me in to this void , this silent place . But no , the world as it is today made me question and enter this realm on free will . I had nothing to loose but my sanity .

I placed my mind and soul in to all possible narratives that roam the earth , where i went far in to dark evil solution's and agenda's . Where i found good working for evil and evil working for good . How the dark evil void just went void to me , empty space , silence true a awkward balance .

This void has no energy to create from , gives no meaning to life , endless emptiness like the walls from a box . I denied my creator and his little helper to . The path i am on is empty and new . May my righteous spirit guide me . Blind i go on , looking back makes it worse .
Looking back from the void , like looking at all ongoing human shenanigans , makes the dark side pull more on me . So don't ever hand me a powerful weapon to make half of you all disappear , i might use it . I don't know for sure and would probably take years before ill use it , because the dark side has strange ways .

Anyways , this is reasons for my silence , i am stuck in the void , hibernating in nothing , on my own . It could be helpful to have a text analyzing wizard look at my rambling . I see the broken heart to , yes , one loved me and left me for it , two owned me mental for years by erasing my existence after 26 of them .

Yeah get over it , i know ,..... fuck that , ... let me fade away in to this nice void .... let me go ... let me free .

Source : youtube music ,.... the vid's where base inspiration to this post .

Note to analyzing readers , please find a shovel and hit me like one would hit a electrician stuck on a life wire . ,....... Wubalubadubdub . Starting to get used to this void ,... Hell can turn purple here if it want's to .

Nothing more to add , sorry for disappointing any follow that checked out my works ,.. nothing new here . Where i do can redirect you to some greater entertainment here on Hive . .... Hive ? .. oops sorry ,.. POB this is . Well what ever , Hive account@lucylin , Hive account@frot , Hive account@angryman make way better content then i can come up with . ;-)

Hello !.... helllo .... anyone there ? ....

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