Spoken words

I have tripped in my life a thousand times, 

But when I heard thous words from you tonight - I broke. 

I haven't been so devastated in my life, 

When your anger came over me like hurricane. 

I'm no man, if I put your's or other life's in danger, 

I'm not worthy to be called your husband, 

If I don't put your safety first before my. 

I'm sorry that I failed you again. 

I keep doing that again and again, 

It's like a circle with no end. 

I'm tripping on thous same rocks again, 

Because I don't know, where this road will lead me in end. 

Glory to God, because He protects and forgives, 

Our sins and mistakes, because we are just a dust in the hands of his grace. 

We should never forget, and be grateful for his act, 

Of our redemption cost dieing on cross. 

I cannot express in words how much I regret what I have done to you, and had made you feel tonight. 

I cannot express in words how much I'm sorry for not fixing thous problems straight away when they arose. 

I'm sorry for not taking good care of myself, for not treating my health problems or quiting my bad habits. 

I'm sorry that my actions or word pushed you to say that you are ready even divorce with me, if I won't change. 

I wont let that happen, because... 

I LOVE YOU