Fear of the Infinite

Lately Quasar has begun feeling more emotional, more brash, cruel almost. It puzzled him he questioned its legitimacy regularly. Could it be just a façade? A discomfort in one's own skin, or possibly further than that an imbalance deep in the soul an infection perhaps fuelling all this out of character behaviour. The devilish thoughts and manic abuse he unleashed on those closest to him. Those he loved. It was nonsensical most of the time just the cries of a lost soul angry at the world, his parents, authority or the system as many disgruntledly call it, but most of all he was angry at himself taking out that rage in dangerous and destructive ways like many disillusioned inhabitants of the world.