5 Years Ago

I don't understand it...

And I still don't, 5 years after.
I saw the mirror of what could be
But the blood they drew, grew thicker
Am I the visual I used to dream?

Or everything changed...?
did i change?

Furious I become, Reckless, Useless...
Lose hope, Then someone came
"This isn't how I know you" He uttered fearlessly
I lowered my guard—Careless—he left in pain

He showed up yesterday- asked me
what happened?
I told him everything, He listened.
He didn't see me cry, He never wanted me to
My eyes were teary.

He then randomly point out the clouds—
in the middle of my sharing
No, He was listening...
He just wanna make me laugh.

" So random " I laughed,
" I don't wanna see you cry "
as he looked at me and laughed
I never asked why.

But he left again— But this time...

" I'll see you again." He smiled.

@rrruelyn