Soledad Recordada // Loneliness Remembered (Esp/Eng) (26.9.2024)

My dear, I have had those dreams in the deep waters of my mind. I recognize that they are things that I do not like to dream, but that you appeared in my dreams is more than enough for me to be able to stay in that illusion. You don't know how much I love you. I need your company; when I came home tired and you welcomed me with open arms; relieving my sorrows.

Me hacen falta siempre las palabras al verte cuando estoy durmiendo en mis sueños; nunca son suficientes los momentos que pasamos juntos en esos mundos; mi mundo; mente y corazón. Nadie entiende mis sentimientos más que tu, yo a que apenas puedo comprender las cosas que siento. A veces solías agarrar mi mano y aliviar mi corazón lleno de agonía y melancolía.

I am always at a loss for words when I see you when I am sleeping in my dreams; never enough of the moments we spend together in those worlds; my world; mind and heart. No one understands my feelings more than you, I can barely comprehend the things I feel. Sometimes you used to hold my hand and soothe my heart full of agony and melancholy.

Ya casi esta amaneciendo, y no se si podré volverte a ver; al decirme "Buenos días". Quisiera saber tus sentimientos; como eran realmente; saber lo que sentías por mi en aquellos momentos. Parece que, estoy hablando solo; pero de alguna forma siento que estas conmigo aunque, ya no estés aquí.

It is almost dawn, and I don't know if I will be able to see you again; to say “Good morning” to me. I would like to know your feelings; how they really were; to know what you felt for me in those moments. It seems that, I am talking to myself; but somehow I feel that you are with me even though, you are no longer here.