Pain go away

Why do I still have agony inside me despite doing everything differently? What exactly is this? What else is it that this body requires of me?

I just want the pain to go away; why can't you? Aren't you tired of it? What the f#ck is going on? It's been there since I was born.

I'm not sure how much longer I can take this misery, and I'm sick of you, so just leave me alone.

I know begging isn't going to work, so I'm not going to bother. I'll keep trying until I give up. I wish you were a human so that I could destroy you.

Ragnarhewins90

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