I Need Help!!!

How does one move from point A to point B? Or as a matter of fact, move forward with whatever you are doing?
So much uncertainty cloud our everyday life..... From making personal choices, to relationships with family and friends, stopping addiction, moving on from a disappointing situation and the list goes on
I've never shared this with anyone, but I've been struggling with a gambling addiction for a while now.... Been trying to move past it, and I've always found myself go back, and everytime I return, I go deeper into it... It has ruined my finances pretty much, zero savings, zero investment, huge indebtedness, pretty much nothing

I've sought help, but never being serious with it. It is almost a Herculean task to get out of. I am very conscious of the fact that if I continue down this path, it will definitely lead to my ruin, which is a terrible thing to happen.
Addiction is in every sense of the word, a very toxic situation to find yourself ( or in my case, put yourself). You need all the help you can get to be able to come out of it alive, all the love and support

Last night was a turning point for me. I wept profusely as I thought about how much harm I'm causing to myself and loved ones. How disappointed my family would be if they learn of my addiction.
What can I do? Where do I go to? Is there still hope for me? How do I turn this around?

This is a lost and weary soul reaching out for redemption... I'm so deep and want to stop the pain and shame.
Help me

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