Dark mind and dark days

You wake up in the morning and set a schedule for yourself for what you will do in your day .. you find yourself excited to do a lot and imagine the fun you will find in your day when you get your work done.. then you make a delicious breakfast for yourself and sit outside to see the beautiful morning and enjoy some peace before the start of the noise of the street and the carriages.

Then, you travel with your imagination away.. at that point that has always stopped your thinking and made you confused about it.. you take a long breath and sigh with sigh because this particular thing requires you a lot of effort and striving to get

You come back to reality and find that your breakfast has become as cold as your dreams that froze in your mind.. you force yourself to eat it in order to satisfy your hunger and find that you have lost the passion to complete your day and then You come back to lie on your bed and look at your phone only without having the appetite to do anything

This is how I spend my days in this period of time😞😞