Behind the smile / ART EXPLOSION WEEK 35: Theme CIRCUS

Greetings Steemians!
How are you? I am participating in this wonderful contest called ART EXPLOSION in week 35, this is my entry. We all relate to the clowns with joy, that's why I called attention to show the other side of the coin. This contest is directed by @juliakponsford, sponsored and judged by @vachemorte.
Theme: Circus
Title: Behind the smile
Materials used: graphite pencil, cold paint, brushes.

The smile is to share it with others. That's what I'm convinced of. I'm so sure that behind a smile, it hides a lot and says so much. The smile makes the face beautiful and that face is the reflection of the soul. But what happens when the smile is pretended?
Clowns catch my attention and do not get me wrong, I'm not saying that their smile is fake. However, a clown must laugh. Even, many draw a smile on his face that occupies much of the face. The purpose is to infect others with laughter. You have asked yourself, how will that clown really feel? Are you suffering from a crisis? What is behind his smile?
Here are some images of the process:




Final score.

Remember that if the clown loses his smile he loses everything, that is his reason for being. Even when it is not sincere, a smile is drawn on her face. Your heart may be crying, but the mask helps you disguise it. I do not ask you to use a mask, but the attitude with which you face situations in life can make a difference in the final result. If you laugh enough, the moment will come when it will naturally come out and there will be happiness behind your smile.
Tell me, have you ever felt like a clown? What do you hide behind your smile?