Life as a functional addict...

Anyone who relates to or resonates with the title of my story, you are not alone. Of course you hear that all the time, but do they really get it? I donno. Maybe I'm alone. But I hope I'm not. Im intelligent, worthy but... stuck in a rut. I feel like I have all the tools at my disposal to create the ideal life but no motivation to use them.
I wake up, I work, I come home and I use. So I tell myself it's not a problem because I'm still doing all these things that normal people do. But I know I'm not doing it right because I'm not happy. I'm so stupidly sad. I know I can't be the only one. Maybe we can help each other.