I have done it again...gosh

3 years ago I ended up in something really nasty...

After returning from a very exhausting trip through south of europe with my two kids (4 and 5 years)...I felt like half dead and empty of energy ...everything that could have gone wrong this trip just did...at least I thought it did...

But what if it was just practising? For what is possible in life?

Yes...after some time and some nervous breakdowns I have realised what lessons this trip brought with me...existential fears and stress and children getting on your nerves is just another made up story that we humans like to tell ourselves...

What if we can just change the way we see things and open a whole new world with just that little shift of how we see things?

Oh my...this was a process to switch that the last 3 years...but hell yeahh I did switch it

I am right now doing almost the same trip again with my two kids (now 7 and 8) and it is such a different story...
I am relaxed...even with very little money
My kids are quite relaxed too
We just do what we feel we want to do
Ok...most of the time

And we will probably not return back home from this trip
It is just a jump into a new world
A kind of free universe

Thank you for doing this again

It is not self understood to just do something a second time eventhough you were traumatised from the first time...so huge acknowledgement to myself and all the people in this world who dare to
DO IT AGAIN

LOVE TO YOU