Competition Whatever

SO, you all remember the cat photo shirt thing I sent in as entry of some Alternative art south african thing?

So, I won.
I cannot actually believe I won, I mean.... uh my art is mediocre at best.

I cannot believe I won anything?

Lately my self-esteem went through this brilliant dip that I just start hating who I am and what I do and what I can do, I mean I rarely find anything worth doing and I just feel heavily depressed so in other words, I think that I will question if reality is playing tricks on me in regard to me actually winning anything or being constructive in any regard concerning my art or whatever. I am babbling.

Whatever, I won.

Here is that design that won.