How I'm

Sometimes quiet, sometimes cheerful
Happy by your side, you left and I broke
Who would have thought, that in that September
You would have fallen in love and now, you break me in twenty

You used me for no reason, you left me confused
As one more toy in your collection, you filled me with oblivion
It frustrates me to have fallen but it was inevitable
So much beauty in a living being seemed inexplicable

If I loved you I only have the certainty
I was left with memories of a living love, which
I try to erase with beer However, all good things
I will not deny What I learned with you I will not leaver

You stayed and taught me things for good
Like for example, what I feel with pencil and paper
The worst part is that I still love you
Even if you already have me

My mind remembers those moments that we share together
The eyes blur me with every memory we live
I was very happy, I certainly know that,
But now I just have to ask myself, what will happen next?