My Procrastination woes

I. Need. motivation.

I loved to write since I was a kid. I never knew why I never pursued it. Sure, I wrote as a side job but it is all so technical. I feel like my heart isn’t in it. Or am I just saying this because I didn’t feel like I was putting my heart into it but subconsciously I was?

Wow. I’m over-thinking again.

Getting back: I need motivation. I keep procrastinating and in the end I blame myself and get frustrated. Urgh. It’s been like this for as long as I can remember.

I cannot seem to get out of the cycle and it knocks me down.

you guys have any tips or tricks up your sleeves? Let me know, please. Thanks