Time Redemption is a necessity

Today is one of those days when I had to reminisce about lots of things in the past, I know they say your tomorrow is supposed to be better than yesterday, your hopes are suppose to stay alive and to live life progressively, however I still believe once in a while there's that need to fall back and forge ahead again.

you know that feeling of being stuck at a place because you're expecting some conditions to align, I feel I have being running at a lane then arrived at the end of the road with no where else to turn to and so I have to keep reminiscing back in time, there are beautiful memories great times that still makes me smile then also there are expensive mistakes too, some which were mostly time wasted, I mean lots of years gone by without realizing time was going.

in life Time is the only precious thing we all have equally, since no one has forever then time must be spent with with strict attention, some hard truth I just realise then I knew how much time I had wasted all alone.

for instance I finished college in 2011, I was still in my teens then, if I had gotten admission into the university that same year or at most a year or two, by 2017 or 2018, I would have graduated served, started a job and settled down raised a family and other things like business but then reverse was the case, I can't imagine I stayed home for more than 6years before I had admission into the university in 2017/18 do the math, years had gone bye.

things I should have done long ago is what I'm just beginning to figure out now, I feel time has really gone and I need to double up as a matter of fact I need to run at a 4× speed, well, I truly been praying to God about all of these, I know I had wasted time, maybe cause of my ignorance and circumstances beyond my control but I still hope things fall back into place.

I pray to the God of times amd seasons, he that created times and dwell in eternity, he that regulates times and season in his hands to bless me indeed, I'm like a farmer who has prep his farm planted all his groups and just waiting for the rains to come.

I have major moves come next year as usual I have planned, prepared and hopefully everything aligns, trusting God to make things fall into place, so help me God.