Motivation

The one thing that I need, that I lack and hope to aim for and have. I’ve been gone for so long and in the process of being gone I’ve been trying to find the answer to this question: what motivates me? Seems like whenever I start something the once nostalgic sense that I got from it seems to fade away. After, I’ve dived in deep into something I thought had once interested me and found that it’s not going how I want to or I’m not getting the success that I think it should get; my desire to find joy in it as diminished and I no longer fuel the passion or the fire that was once ignited in me anymore. Within me I want to and feel like I could do so much more, but I’ve gotten so comfortable in my state of no that anything that i put my mind to seems Impossible. So, if you’re wondering if I’ve yet to answer my question... the answer is yet to be motivated.