Yourself

Your lack of trust that you had in your institute and to me as an advisor. But then I can understand we human beings even loose our trust in God when the clouds are dark above us and it becomes really difficult to keep your focus when everyone around is adamant to convince you that it's not possible. But then again, Isn't it what the purpose of our lives is? to keep our eyes and mind on our goal of making it to jannah by walking past of this world full of delusions?
What stunned me even more was your lack of trust in yourself. That too I understand is normal to lose hold of yourself when you see anything coming head on. But if you can overcome the negetive energy coming from your tired body and unmotivated mind right now, only then you can overcome all the other negetivity around you. And trust me the moment you tell yourself that you will do this you'll know that you actually can. Allah has made human the asharaf ul makhlooqat. how can we doubt our creation and think that we can't. For one last time, I'd advise you all to connect to Allah through any mean you choose and assure yourself that you are going to try to overcome any challange that keeps you a step away from getting one step ahead. I pray that you all set your priorities right and work day by day on getting worthy human beings. because that's qhat world despeterately needs now. Best of Luck.