Feel Like I've Been Hit By A Truck

Well, just without the physical pain. But I could easily lie in bed all day barely moving right now. I almost didn't go to the board review this morning, a serious contemplation.

For the first 5-6 hours, I may as well not have gone because I was sleeping through most of it. I can barely remember anything from those first several hours, and the hours that I was awake after that I was sort of returning to reality and gradually raising my concentration. By the end of it, I was tired out out again and on the edge with my concentration.

This is a terrible way to take in vital information. My biggest mistake was that I slept about 2 hours last night. I finished my tasks somewhat late, then took my time eating (instead of rushing as I often do), and paid for it today. This is such an annoying way to live life.

But I'll again remind myself that it's only temporary. Better times are ahead.

Now, I'm just going to write up this brief post, do a few brief Hive things, and go to sleep. I'm not eating dinner (I just shoved some food down my throat at work), stretching, exercising ,meditating, etc. No time or energy for that, as I already have to get up again in 6 hours. I don't even know how I managed to type all of this right now.

Well, that's enough complaining for now.

On the bright side, at least my buy orders for Hive at $0.235 just went through very recently, so I have some more liquid Hive available for trading, rewards, etc. No, I'm not lending anything out right now. I've already given gifts and lent things to people without any expectation of their return. Freebie bank of IGFC is closed right now. No mental energy to deal with that.

Hopefully I'll come back with a more positive update tomorrow. In the meantime, a classic goofy .gif that always raises my mood: