I can barely post these days. I guess, I bit more than I could chew and to be honest there are days when I feel like am all over the place.

It's pointless to whine on something I have brought to myself. I just need to find balance and I honestly, don't know how, atm. I want to do so many things and yes, I also have so many things to do but most of it I don't really like doing. The ones that I really, really want to do, I can barely do because my time is mostly spent on doing the musts.

Some days, I can't help but wonder ... "What on earth am I trying to achieve doing the things I am doing?" There's just too many things I have at hand now, I'm starting to feel like am all over the place. Even my favorite hobby -gardening is starting to be annoying and that means I really have to take a pause now. I'm mostly feeling fatigued everyday but taking a break is just not an option, yet.

I wish I could buy time to spend on doing the things I really, really want. I just have too much, atm and I think I just added more load for the coming months. Sighs ... I guess I can't undo the later and that it would mean giving up a few things to focus on that.

Even this post sounds like am all over the place and just talking in circles but hey I really am feeling like so, atm. I guess, I'm also going a bit gaga on something new and perhaps, I can't yet fathom how to feel about it. What's "it " about ? - Find the video of crumbs here .

If you don't see me as often as I was here .. then know that, during those very days, am actually wishing to know what's it like ...

to be a moth on broad daylight.

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