RAINDROPS

It was December
Do you remember ?
Physical attraction
I think it was chemistry
Every poetry said
We were compatible
But along the line something happened.
It was inevitable
And now this is my cry .

It's hard being just friends
With a person you've grown to love each day .
It's even harder
being so close to you
Yet feel so far apart .

While other lovers get back together
We just keep getting back apart
Breaking our hearts
And watch them fall into parts .

I remember the frequent calls and visits .
Our naughty plays that ends up with long kisses .
The silly jokes I tell to make you laugh .
And the brief emotional ,
yet comforting tears we shed together when no one was watching .

It was December
Do you remember ?

When we couldn't wait for the clock to strike 12 to profess our love....

I'm so sorry
I can't forget you
It's impossible

If I loose my memory today
I'll still have flashbacks of what we used to share.
You showed me sweet love,
taught me how to love and also survive.
called me a strong woman.
And also a trouble maker.
Out of little
you gave me just enough,

I cheer myself up each day with the last voice note we recorded together
But after listening ,
my pillow case gets soaked with heavy rain drops from my eyes.
Yes Rain drops !

I hide and cry , head buried so low
I've lost you , nothing to show
I'm insane
I think
Insanely in love with you.
It's hard being just friends with someone you've grown to love so much.
It hurts!

I admit I was wrong to let you go.
I miss you so much
I want you back
Not as a friend
But a lover
So Will you love me the second time ?
Rain drops