My broken wings

Start from scratch in a new world
How the hell do you want me to forget you
I don't know how to let myself go
A married all those promises were broken
All we were was an illusion
We keep paddling until we get lost in the ocean

How long will everything be suffering
I'm tired of waiting time to love
I can't find someone brave who loves each other
Who wants to stay with me forever

It is so difficult to fight every day with a person
I don't live off transient fairy illusions
I don't promise you won't get hurt
Why can my temperament be broken
Broken enough now to avoid catastrophes

I'm under a constant rain
This storm does not end here
I can't find a person yet
Who understands what it is to lose to love

I still don't notice someone reflecting on me
I wish I could be so transparent
So that she feels protected with me
And understand that my feelings won't change