Sometimes I Wonder What’s the Point

Sometimes I don't know what's the point of me living you helping others and try to do good, the good u do for others they betray you anyway.

Quite fed up with it because it's the same cycle over and over again, they said stay positive but for how long? I've been working on this business for 2 years and I lost money for 2 years it's practically empty now everything is borrowed money.

When I ask for help everyone ran away 😂 well that is expected of course because everyone thinks I'm rich I know what I'm doing. I don't know anymore I'm searching for help from my well to do friends but when I ask seems like everyone is struggling it's so weird.

No one is striving anymore how did that happen? only governments and tycoon business owners are striving now? impossible.

People betray me left and right how tiring because I knew even before they do it. But it's fine I am born a man so no one cares 😂😂 that's how it is being a man funny thing is a lot of people think being a man is a privilege 😂 oh man if I tell you what's going on you will cry 😂

But anyway no point in telling a sad story because in the end you're alone and you need to settle your own problems. I guess that's all for today. Just need to get something off my chest a bit can't breath properly since yesterday.

written raw without help by myself and picture made with X