Starting all over

Sometimes in life things happen, very bad things but that's life. I have been in the seminary for over six years and it was my passion but unfortunately I was asked to leave by my diocese because they have gotten some information that I am not stable and I do not like what am into.
I find it very difficult to accept that reality and continue living but the more I try not to think of it the more it becomes difficult for me. Food is not part of me now because I ha e completely lost my appetite for food. I still have a passion for this but I can't help myself now and no help is coming to me neither.
I decided to resume posting again after several attempts by my cousin sister to bring me back @melissaofficial I finally yielded to her request. It's a whole new thing to me and I am glad I am back.
I will tell you more about myself as time goes on.
Thanks for reading.