I have never been alone

Hi guys, how are you?

That 2020 was a difficult year for everyone is no secret. Doubts, uncertainties and insecurities hovered in everyone's life. In mid 2019 I discovered cancer, and the hardest moment was not discovering the disease itself, it was telling the one I love that I was sick. Looking at my mom and dad and saying I had cancer was the worst moment of my life, I also realized that I wasn't alone!

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“I remember that I woke up from Surgery and the first person I saw was my mother, and she was there, beside me, by coincidence started a soap opera that day entitled Mother's Love, watch that first chapter of a work so symbolic with my mother that marked more than a tattoo. ”

I had surgery in November to remove the disease that was already affecting the tongue and neck and due to the swelling I had to feed through a tube. Miraculously, on December 23, 29 days after the operation, I removed the tube and at Christmas I was able to eat normally (being able to eat normally that Christmas after such difficult days was a great joy).

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That December 31st, I refused to participate in the end-of-year festivities, I was still undergoing treatment, I was fragile and very sentimental, I promised to participate in the New Year's Eve only when I got better; healed myself; but I still haven't seen the fireworks because the New Year's Eve parties were canceled due to the COVID pandemic.

2019 is over, but there was still a long way to go before it was cured, but that's for a next post.

Take care guys, happiness.