Maybe I really lost her

I also know that I can't give up my memory and not let it go. But the three years after breaking up were very long, I thought we had been divided for half a lifetime. I haven't found anyone better than him. I even thought that my good luck had been used up. Maybe people who are good for me will never appear again. And once said that he would take care of me for a lifetime, he would always give me a back seat, and he would hug others for half a year. The oath was like a joke, He used to be nice to me and give it to someone else easily. And I was in the place where I was.