Psychedelic Mushroom: Cubensis Penis Envy

I have been having this habit where i buy a mushroom growkit every couple of years.

Today I will eat this Cubensis PE and meditate in silent darkness.

This will probably be my last time ever doing this stuff. life just hasn't been the same after i survived the hantavirus last januari.

The magical substance called Psilocybin has certainly helped me get out of dark times in the past and gave me a different view on life. i'm happy for the experience this wonderful substance has given me.

after a session it almost always feels like i have upgraded my operating system thanks to the insights brought by the shroom.

if you want to learn about psylocybin i'll be happy to direct you to it's wiki: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psilocybin

Table of naturally occurring tryptamines: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Table_of_naturally_occurring_tryptamines

Tryptamines as Ligands and Modulators of the Serotonin 5‑HT2A Receptor and the Isolation of Aeruginascin from the Hallucinogenic Mushroom Inocybe aeruginascens:
http://ediss.uni-goettingen.de/handle/11858/00-1735-0000-0006-B076-F
http://ediss.uni-goettingen.de/bitstream/handle/11858/00-1735-0000-0006-B076-F/jensen.pdf?sequence=1

i will leave you with this fun talk by terence mckenna: