Where and How to Start?

Its my third blog after my idea of returning to hive. Though I am not very active but I am trying my best to be back on track, not everyone's blog has been visited and leave a comment but I have few which at least convince me little by little that yes I am setting myself to be here.

After reading the blogs of other I observed some changes or improvement here and I am getting worried that it might cause me not to adopt the changes here, I am wondering who to ask or is there someone / somebody who is willing to teach me or give me a link about the changes that happened here in hive or ecency.

I actually so shy and don't know if where and how to start here all over again because I know the people who guided me when I start here where so busy and maybe lost their interest with me also because I left without any words and its all my fault, and the consequences is this, I am like walking on the dark room and looking for the way out, I know its not easy but I need to a lot of patience and perseverance to endure the way of getting back on track.

So please bear with me if sometimes I did not visit all your blogs as I need to search and look for more manuals or read about how how to start my journey as a beginner here in hive.

P.S

All photos are from google.