Orgasm To Intimacy - A Monomad Challenge

It has been a long time since I've done a self-photoshoot in my room since I was busy with life and work and all. But now that I got the time, I went straight back to doing it.

But out of all the nude photos I took (my self-photoshoots are mostly me being naked. It's art. Deal with it), this portrait of mine speaks to me the loudest:

There were a lot of things and mixed feelings I got while I was looking at this picture, or while I was even editing it. Not so much when I was shooting it, because I was just posing for the heck of my theme, "lust in love."


Poetry, song, melodies, a short story—everything was jumbled up in my head. But I think it speaks to me mostly of freedom. Freedom for my womanhood.


I was ready to embrace my body, my inner desires, my lust, my intimacy, and myself towards this kind of woman that I am now. It makes me want to let my partner carress me softly, slowly.


The sigh of relief that I am able to be who I want to be and be confident in my own skin—that I am able to breathe in the freedom I've longed for for so long. And of course, I'm embracing my sexual side.

Lemme quickly share a short poetry I just made right now: