Disassociate

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I'm falling apart and away
fragments of my sanity spread across my bed
my soul wishes to course uncharted waters
my body dreams of living in my neighbor's skin

hush now, you demon, you creep
to hell with you

tonight, I'll be vain, she'll allow it
cause tomorrow, I'll strive for fame
yesterday, I was a hero to my villain
and the day before, I killed for love

my vendetta and my predicament
shares a door and sometimes they make love

disgust washes over me as I wake
not from sleep,but to realization
oh,shit. it happened again
sad, but I'm glad

and I can't hide it.
I am shamed, but what is shame

what am I but an audience
to my own movie, I gasp at the suspense
wow, I never saw this coming.
what a scene. I applaud

that's me? on the stage?
hope you loved the show. I bow.

© Tilda