miss me

I started to wake up
The magic of the evening prayer was heard in my ears
But the body is still lying on this thin mattress
There is only a reverie about you

Now I just become someone who is good at silencing longs
Different from you
Which at all times always reveals though only falsehood
Now I realize God created you only for my past, not for my future

I do not know now ...
What I now wish for this longing faded quickly
Let this memories I will wrap neatly
And let the future of dust cover it
I have never regretted this meeting and separation
And do not you regret it
Because behind this separation there is a little happiness that I just realized
And what I hope is simple enough for now
Hopefully this happiness does not sink deeply into the deep cuts of wounds
May the life-saving angels come soon
And I will make a story not a trashy novelty
Thanks, all this made me understand God's plan for me