Ulog # 8/6 Freewrite

Freewrite

Today was/is one of the tough days I have had in awhile. Thank goodness that most of my commitments are caught up. My posting has suffered in the last day or two.

Yesterday after calling the VA to see my doctor. What a goat fk that is. they kept trying to give me the first apt avaiable for my primariry care doctor. I all ready have one of them on the 21st which confused the hell out of them. Then they insisted if I needed care to go to the ER. Finely I ended the conversation and call ed my speicialty care doctor directly. I have his extention and they generaly don't give that out. Anyway I was seen first thing this morning.

After giving 9 viles of blood and a CAT scan. And a follow up anointment. Of course more pills and a treatment of steroids. If you want to know how I feel well I don't feel anything. The morphin is starting to ware off And I just took some pretty potaint pain killers. So a little stoned. My wife keeps trying to put me to bed. and I get telling her I have a headache can we do it tomorrow. I will give in here in a minute. No choice things getting to foggy.

The reason for this freewrite is I have something to say. If you every listen to me before this is the best thing I can tell you. Not suggest but tell.
You do not want government healthcare under any circumstance. Do not give up your personnel responsibility on care. Make your own decisions. Government health care is worse then not having any healthcare. It sounds really good when spun.

Well I am about done. I do have a lot more to say but can't go on. I will read this tomorrow and might delete it because I have no idea what I am puttin done here. maybe just edit it.