I never heard of the "false memory...." Is it German? I do not trust people who are stuck in the middle ages talking about Freud. Interesting is how everything changes just medical school does not.
As far as I know, everyone can be a doctor or specialist, the USA writers are a good example of it.
Of I read this text you know exactly what you are doing, there's nothing wrong with your memory and you used the right words "I am a survivor". Know this will always be a part of you, you live in a men's world, you will always be labeled as hysterical and the nightmares are a part of you but can not scare you because you are a survivor. I wish you all the best. 💕