My day

Pool table has been lost in shipping!
I requested a refund from Walmart lol..
Was triggered during program today, there is a teacher girl who is in my group, and the other girl who was involved with my legal case was also a teacher.
The group was discussing grief/loss, so I went and relived my experience in meeting this girl Jackie, and my final memory of her, which was looking at her in the eyes as she walked away, on Jan 2nd of this year. Long story she moved out of town and I didn’t know what happened, blah blah blah..
So this girl teacher in my group says, maybe you were more interested in her than she was in you. To which I honestly replied that I asked myself that exact question while I was getting to know her.
Anyway, the question from this new teacher girl, along with a few other details kinda got under my skin.
So i began feeling sad and jealous, but im feeling better now!
Here is a picture of the book im reading everyday:

So I truly wish everyone a happy new year, hopefully this isn’t my last post of 2021.
Please listen to some absinteca on SoundCloud or Spotify/anywhere, YouTube
Thanks everyone!