The Love I Never Recieved

Hmmm, it all started when it seemed to end. She changed her name from Susan to Emerald, she was also a youth when I first met her. Yes......you can say all you want.....she's kind, humble, gentle and careful. From my own calculations using the 'shine your eyes' formula, she doesn't love me like she should. I sent her gifts, created parties for her, squeezed out time and money just to make her feel crazy. Each time I told these things to my friends, all they did was to make me feel like I was elaborating and I'll end up devastated. "Enough is enough" is what I exclaimed one early morning when I watched Solomon Buchi Bartholomew's motivational video titled 'Let Go'. According to the video, I was asked to let go of such a relationship, I didn't hesitate to get a taxi to her work place. When I got there, I was thinking if I should tell her now or later in the evening when the sea breeze will be blowing. But then, something struck my mind like a lightning striking a building which has not been earthed..... It was prince EA's video titled 'how to do anything in 5 seconds', I meditated on it for 5 minutes and concluded my action by a 5 seconds count down.
BOOM!!, I exploded into her office like an atomic bomb sent to kill an ant(imagine how easy it is), there's no way she was going to escape. I told her in a cold-blooded voice "I am finally letting go of everything"(but my heart was beating as if it was an African festival drum), "adieu" was my conclusion as we parted...... It was only one week when I got 217 missed calls from her(I'm just wondering why she called 217 times in 168 hours when she had never flashed my line for 2 weeks earlier before this week), she finally got her way through when we met at the church, she apologised and said all sort of things. "I've forgiven you but I'm so sorry because since the day I watched the video 'Let Go' by Buchi, my standards grew so quick and high" was my response, I did notice that an earpiece hung on her neck, I took it, put it on and smiled. She was listening to 'Try Again' by Solomon Buchi Bartholomew, "how about you go to Google, type 'live over it' and if you don't find it then create it for others like you" I concluded winked at her and left. 3 days later, I called her and before I could hear her ringing tone I heard her voice, I dropped my last words "if only you can show me back the love I gave to you then we're good, but if not, I'm so sorry cause I can't give you any more of the love I never recieved".