HOPE AND HAPPINESS & RECOVERY

Hi everybody So I hope everyone is still doing amazing in everything they do in life I am not doing too good. So my misses has decided that due to my head not being with it that much recently that she will tell me that she doesn't want to be with me anymore. So for those of you that don't know about my past, I was a heroin and crack addict for 20+ years of my life until I met Courtney and had 2 beautiful babies with her.

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I have recently started Titration doses on my medication so my brain is started to function how it should again Imagine your brain working a certain way for so long and then BOOM it has to work how it was originally supposed to work. That is hard for anybody it really doesn't matter who you are as a person titrating puts so much pressure on to your brain that it can actually kill you if it is not done in a controlled and monitored way.
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I asked Courtney to give us 3 weeks to work things out and if after that 3 weeks we both feel like we need to go our own ways then we're going to amicably separate. I really do want to do this as I absolutely love everything about her she is jaw-droppingly beautiful she is also an amazing young woman.

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I am going to take her and the kids to Blackpool for 3 days we have it booked already for the 24th of July I know this is frowned upon but people I need your help please can you help me out a bit I am trying to raise enough for our spending money for while we're away if you can help me in any way send me a message on Facebook

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I do appreciate all you guys and please don't think bad of me for doing this guy I am actually very worried I could be losing my family right now and if that does happen I am going to need a lot of help from you guys seriously this is the one true platform where I can write how I am feeling and people don't hold it against me. Guys/gals again thank you for your time and I hope you and your families are all safe and well.

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