"Before dusk" early and thoughts

This is one of the early photo of sketche the artwork "Before dusk".
My imperfect drawing.

It's morning now, but I remembered yesterday's thoughts before dusk.
These are reflections on my creative stuff.

For many years I created all sorts of things. I wrote texts back in school. I drew bizarre and silly comics. Then when I bought myself a computer I started drawing electronic pictures in Photoshop.

I used to want perfect images or texts. But later I realized that everything I create is for me. It's my personal therapy, so as not to lose my mind.

Nobody really needs my imperfect pictures.

I think these were my twilight thoughts.
That's why I don't like to stop. Because sad and cold things start to creep into my head. When I think about who I am, where I am, and what I'm doing.

Although lately there is no time to stop. There is too much to do.