Stop Judging Me

Take time to read please..
Today, I have the courage to defend my self to someone. Judging me for all of my life like I didn't do anything right.

I am posting this here because I am restricted to post anything on Facebook. But I wanna share my feelings to everybody.
This site hs become my online diary. I am really sorry for that, but here is where I can express my feelings and emotions.

And what is this all about?

She's my aunt, my father's sister. She's living with my father in Japan. For her, I am abnormal and a moron. Thinking that I don't care so much of my father, that I am not thinking about his future.

But she's wrong. Most of you might remember that I posted about my father. And I really appreciated the people who gave their support.
Thank you. She doesn't have any ideas what my plans are. And she's not been living with us also. I want my father to go home already, but she refused. And what's the point? She keeps on underestimating me and my mother and sister.
She doesn't even know that I am trying.

AM I DISGUSTING? ABNORMAL?

Because I am loving a woman that doesn't mean I am disgusting. That I only think of myself. That I am abnormal. A moron. That I don't have faith.

I am sorry to the peole who can't understand this.

I can not believe how a member of a family can say this to me. Being judged by someone I know and related to me.

But atleast I already defended my self after a long time. Defended my self with respect.

I still respect her. But I know I did the right thing guys. Thank you for reading.