Grids, angles, layers, textures, colors ,abstractions

If I could explain it could I get an MFA in drawing, painting or what ever art?

What a joy it all is having to construct legal cases justifying art and creativity. FFS

It's not so easy having zero friends, no one to talk to or do anything with. I talk to myself and sometimes strangers. I'm happy with my work but I don't write and "engage" well so fuck me right? Who want's to be friends with someone lonely and frustrated and broke and angry? Nobody. The reduction of life into how well you can talk or write about it is so fucked up I can't even grasp it.